Day 2- 500 Calories

Gaaaah! Today was difficult. I seemed to do fine, as usual skipping breakfast and lunch, until the first bite. The moment my control is broken, however, I just can't seem to stop myself from binging. So ashamed....

Weight: 154.8
Success! Seems that, despite my binge yesterday I have managed to drop a bit, likely due to the exercise. I dearly require a lesson in self-control. Must work harder.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
"Hungry? Drink Water."
 ... If only I could follow this advice......

CONSUMPTION:
2 bowls cream of Wheat (125 cals each)
1 tomato  (22 calories)
1 stalk celery (10 calories)
1/2 cucumber (33 calories)
2 tablespoons nutella (200 calories)
Last of the desserts, sprinkles, 2 pieces Toblerone and a cupcake loaded with icing (as usual later on in the evening) = 1,000,000,000,000 calories

Goodness I am repulsive. Never realized what low self-control I had until I started. There are no excuses for this, I simply must work harder. Disgusted with myself, I went to the gym and burned off 810 calories. I hope my body will forgive me, and  that the fat covering my body won't propagate. I've definitely fed it enough.


I just want them to be able to see my hipbones, as a sign that I have attained perfection. I want it so, so badly.

Till tomorrow!
xoxoxoxo,
-Lily