Day 4: 400 Calories

Alright, so I know you must have noticed my absence (since Friday). I have no good excuse for this. In the light of formal dinners, many socials and several birthday parties ( a pattern I will once again have to repeat this upcoming weekend ) I admit it, I cracked. I...ate. Like a normal person. But what I want to achieve isn't normal, its extraordinary. And so normalcy just will not do. 46 Days left to go.

How do I feel after this disgusting 4-day binge-fest? Repulsive. I can feel my fat, I keep grabbing it everywhere, in class, as I eat, reminding myself. Squeezed myself into the tightest jeans I own so that I could see that muffin top, making me self-concious and determined. Shame on me. I want it gone, all of it.

CONSUMPTION:
2 tomatoes  (50 cals)
2 apples      (160 cals)
1 pear         (80 calories)
1 portion steamed veggies (90 calories)

To enforce myself from over-indulging, I have become vegan. Having been vegetarian for more than a year, hopefully this will not be too much of a struggle. Also, I have decided to take my weight once a week instead of every day. Knowing that I will have to report in my successes will give me more incentive to work harder. I plan on showing a before and after picture of myself once this is all over, so I cannot let myself fail. It is not an option.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
It doesn't matter how slow you go, as long as you keep going.

I have learned my lesson and will not stop. After all, you don't get to look like THIS:

By eating THIS:

Or else you'll end up like THIS:

Disgusting. Keep up the fight, lovelies!



I just want to be an It Girl, someone they look up to for her control, style, and grace.

Till tomorrow,
xoxo,
-Lily